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After 3 months of inactivity, I'm absolutely terrified to check my inbox.
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. Things are going to change...
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As planned, as of today I will be going to an art class.
I seriously started drawing about 4 years ago, and since then, I've tried about two art classes, and neither... worked for me. A.k.a, teachers sucked big time. But that doesn't matter so much, the main idea is... I am a self-taught artist. I never studied theory, I never did studies, I never bought an art book or anything like that because I am stubborn enough to believe that I can learn to draw by myself, and I can actually succeed at it.
Well... I can't.
Today, my new art teacher saw my most recent drawings (traditional only, obvious), and told me that I was very good at copying photos.
... What? That was harsh.
After that, she asked if I can draw anything without a photo as reference, and of course I can't. She told me I must start doing studies, nudes, a lot of practice and such...
Even though I don't completely agree with her vision... I am going to do it. I am helpless.
...
So... I guess that means I won't be posting mainly anything for a while. I don't know what to do. I don't want this account to die, but...
...
I am sorry if I disappointed anyone.
I even disappointed myself.
DeseneRo
I seriously started drawing about 4 years ago, and since then, I've tried about two art classes, and neither... worked for me. A.k.a, teachers sucked big time. But that doesn't matter so much, the main idea is... I am a self-taught artist. I never studied theory, I never did studies, I never bought an art book or anything like that because I am stubborn enough to believe that I can learn to draw by myself, and I can actually succeed at it.
Well... I can't.
Today, my new art teacher saw my most recent drawings (traditional only, obvious), and told me that I was very good at copying photos.
... What? That was harsh.
After that, she asked if I can draw anything without a photo as reference, and of course I can't. She told me I must start doing studies, nudes, a lot of practice and such...
Even though I don't completely agree with her vision... I am going to do it. I am helpless.
...
So... I guess that means I won't be posting mainly anything for a while. I don't know what to do. I don't want this account to die, but...
...
I am sorry if I disappointed anyone.
I even disappointed myself.
DeseneRo
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. Last night, I dreamt...
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A painting.
Well, not just any painting; It was like nothing I have ever seen in my life- it was perfect.
It was a painting of a man and a woman. It was entirely painted in blue, except for the woman who had red (or pink, something very bold against the blue either way) around her eyes.
He was very possessive over the woman, and seemed... Empty. Emotionless. Cold.
She loved him, yet seemed in pain... In the painting, she was gently kissing the man all over his face, and he had no reaction.
Their bodies were stiff and didn't seem to touch.
. . .
Even so, I can't remember how the painting looked like. I saw it in front of my eyes in the dream, but when I woke up I couldn't remember anything from it.
The description above... Is what the painting 'told' me. That's just the way I feel about it.
And it was perfect.
. . .
Well, not just any painting; It was like nothing I have ever seen in my life- it was perfect.
It was a painting of a man and a woman. It was entirely painted in blue, except for the woman who had red (or pink, something very bold against the blue either way) around her eyes.
He was very possessive over the woman, and seemed... Empty. Emotionless. Cold.
She loved him, yet seemed in pain... In the painting, she was gently kissing the man all over his face, and he had no reaction.
Their bodies were stiff and didn't seem to touch.
. . .
Even so, I can't remember how the painting looked like. I saw it in front of my eyes in the dream, but when I woke up I couldn't remember anything from it.
The description above... Is what the painting 'told' me. That's just the way I feel about it.
And it was perfect.
. . .
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Am I missing something here...?
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www.youtube.com/watch?v=rOqSvd…: What is wrong with those people?? What the HELL do they think they're doing?Why aren't they screaming all over the place?!
IT'S SAKURAI ATSUSHI DAMMIT.
. . .
*takes deep breath*
I am watching this on freakin' youtube and still find it impossible to sit in one place while doing so! I would actually screams my lungs out right now if it weren't for my dad sleeping right now...
Am I the only one?
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