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. Things are going to change...

Fri Sep 18, 2009, 5:40 AM

^{As planned, as of today I will be going to an art class.

I seriously started drawing about 4 years ago, and since then, I've tried about two art classes, and neither... worked for me. A.k.a, teachers sucked big time. But that doesn't matter so much, the main idea is... I am a self-taught artist. I never studied theory, I never did studies, I never bought an art book or anything like that because I am stubborn enough to believe that I can learn to draw by myself, and I can actually succeed at it.

Well... I can't.

Today, my new art teacher saw my most recent drawings (traditional only, obvious), and told me that I was very good at copying photos.

... What? That was harsh.

After that, she asked if I can draw anything without a photo as reference, and of course I can't. She told me I must start doing studies, nudes, a lot of practice and such...

Even though I don't completely agree with her vision... I am going to do it. I am helpless.

...

So... I guess that means I won't be posting mainly anything for a while. I don't know what to do. I don't want this account to die, but...

...

I am sorry if I disappointed anyone.

I even disappointed myself.}

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Current Residence: Ploiesti
Interests: Art, Victorian/Gothic&Lolita fashion, Manga, Jewerly, etc.
Favourite movie: Antique Bakery
Favourite band or musician: Malice Mizer, Kozi, Moi Dix Mois, Hannah Fury, Kaya;
Favourite genre of music: Gothic
Favourite artist: Gustav Klimt, Mark Ryden;
Favourite style of art: Realism, Collage;
Skin of choice: Mine, thank you.
Favourite cartoon character: Muriel, Grell
Personal Quote: Love based on beauty, soon as beauty, dies.
Tools of the Trade: Wacom tablet